今天已经是第几年了？下来这里，多久了？ 酸甜苦辣咸的滋味，不在话下。
在工作上，不是很如意。记忆不好。给自己带来很多不必要的麻烦。尤其是今年，多数都是被老板骂的过日子。上次是做的很生气，这次做的很害怕。我不知道可以顶多久。。。
问太多，嫌你帮不上忙。我出粮给你，是要你帮我，不是来教你做工。问题是，我真的不会。很多程序上的问题，起稿等等。。万一有问题呢？你是不是跳舞呢？踢踏舞？还是我要杀你之类的话？
我要不是为了生活，厚着脸皮，吞剑一样，刺进心里，还要脸露笑容？
今天看见同事再看征聘广告，我感到压力倍增。公司唯一最资深的她即将离开。。我没处可靠。。
痛进心坎，不好受。。。
我真的没用。
有些人活着,他却已经死了;有些人死了,他却还活着。
我到底属于哪一个人？
不必想都知道。。
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin'of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand there's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time
So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls
