this week got 3 days holidays!!! finally, i done what i want to do in office. So, next week not so kancheong anymore.
So, friday, my BB 竟然go to gambling without my knowledge!!! How dare is him! Haiz, that's y i got-a-feeling on friday morning after he said he want to change the dollar to ringgit!
nvm, as long as he said he got won some $$. Wait a minute, later i better check with him, whether is true or not. Hmm!
Today is saturday. Fu*king good!! i am so long long long time never sleep afternoon nap in house already!!!! I am not hate u u u u come to visit me but pls not every weekend and holidays!! It makes me feel like m living under prison!!!!
U r my older than me, i respect u. But respect doesn't mean let u step n step over me again and again.
Where is my wedding accessories? I think i want it back, i dont want create or involve in another tragedy. I want it back.
i dun want it happens like HK drama. Grab all my innocence things. Yes, i dont really like with all my heart yet. Love takes time, u knew it! Same as u too.
Less than 24 hrs from now. The blue monster is waiting for me.
Although the devil not yet come back to office but i still can imagine he is around us, watching us.
Devil, devil, i hope i can escape from you someday. Maybe end of this year? After CNY? After bonus? Why god must testing me? Why devil always can offer something we needed?
Haiz.
Oh. My health is running low and weak. What i drink or eat, all come out when i coughing. and, i still F.A.T.
I read the Mr Jobs's speech from one of my link's blog. Very positive. It leads me to the way i ever wanted in my heart. Never regret what you chose and done. Because all dots you put will connected one day when you look back.
If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time
And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've Never known the lovin'of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand there's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever Who would have thought forever could be severed by The sharp knife of a short life, well, I've had, just enough time
So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar They're worth so much more after I'm a goner And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin' Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh, oh) The ballad of a dove (uh, oh) Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had just enough time
Finally,i go to check my uterus at woman specialist..cost abt 120 including pills. Coz my menstrual oso bad...really bad. Hv u heard "once in a blue moon"? Mine is once in a year.
At first,i tot my hubby will accompany me go to there but...at last, i go by myself. I am thinking, how to trust him when i needed him the most in future? Haiz. Its my luck maybe.
So,take a bus. Reach there. Register. Sit and wait about 1 minuets. XXX! Is my turn.
Tell him i wan to do PAP SMEAR. Then, hv to naked down part. Scan my woman system. Show n tell wheh is ur uterus.. then he take a shot from my uterus, Gaodim. But, the feeling is kinda weird and cold. The doctor oso says you hv to slim down at least 20kg. If not, dun talk about pregnant. Shoot!
So, he says, come back take ur report after two weeks. That's it.
Actually, i already survey his name n his clinic. Kinda famous. Most of them, says he is good at baby check up..and baby delivery...
So, god hv mercy pls.... give me good news..
Actually, got one song encourage me to do so... IS really touching.
All: Everything will be alright, yeah
Beyoncé: The heart is stronger Than you think It's like it can go Through anything And even when you think It can't it finds a way To still push on Though
Carrie Underwood: Sometimes You want to run away Ain't got the patience For the pain And if you Don't believe it Look into Your heart The beat goes on
Rihanna: I'm tellin' you
Rihanna/Miley Cyrus: Things get better Through Whatever If you fall Dust it off Don't let up
Nicole Scherzinger: Don't you know You can go Be your own miracle
Beyoncé: You need to know
Chorus (All): If the mind Keeps thinking You've had enough But the heart Keeps telling you Don't give up Who are we to be Questioning Wondering what is what Don't give up Through it all Just stand up
Fergie: It's like We all have better days Problems getting all up In your face
Leona Lewis: Just because You go through it
Fergie: Don't mean it got To take control, no
Leona Lewis: You ain't gotta find No hiding place
Keyshia Cole: Because the heart Can beat the hate [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/v/various_artists/just_stand_up.html ] Leona Lewis: Don't wanna Let your mind Keep playin' you
Keyshia Cole: And sayin' you Can't go on
Rihanna: I'm tellin' you
Rihanna/Miley Cyrus: Things get better Through whatever If you fall Dust if off Don't let up
Natasha Bedingfield: Don't you know you Can go Be your own Miracle
Carrie Underwood: You need to know
(Chorus-All)
Mary J. Blige: You don't gotta be A prisoner In your mind
Ciara: If you fall Dust it off
Mary J. Blige: You can live your life
Rihanna/Carrie Underwood: Yeah
Mary J. Blige: Let your heart Be your guide
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah, yeah, yeah
Mariah Carey: And you will know That you're good If you trust in the good
Ashanti: Everything Will be alright, yeah Light up the dark If you follow your heart
Mary J. Blige: And it will get better
Mariah Carey: Through whatever
(Chorus-All) x2
Fergie: You got it in you Find it within You got in now Find it within now You got in you Find it within You got in now Find it within now You got in you Find it within Find it within you Find it within
All: Through it all Just stand up
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/v/various_artists/#share
I tot i will pass this exam. I tot evthing goin to b fine. I tot, i tot, i tot.........then m really failed. And, failed on 1st Part! M Blind! Colour Blind.
Luckily, i hv this kind boss (I hope is real, w/o motive). He offer me to help me pay the whole package exam fees..n hope i can Pass,pass,pass...pls! he said.
So, m glad. But, after attend 1st class, go for theory test. I failed on colour test! SUCH A SHAME.
I like friday, saturday, sunday & holidays. Remember, is without burden n hassle. A day which can put down & release all stress.
I dont like ppl miscall me to get me return their call. If you really want to talk to me, just pls pls pls hold the ring until i answer your call. One time, two time miscall, nvm. But, 3,4,5........ fed up.
I dont like means i dont like. I dont tell you directly means you should UNDERSTOOD. I didnt mean to hurt your feeling but doesnt mean let you step over me!!!!!
You have feeling, i also have feeling. You like control people but doesnt mean I can let you control happily!!!!!!!!!!!
I respect you, doesnt mean let you suka suka come here and kacau & disturb other's children. Have you ever think of others feeling?! I also respect coz you r older than me.
My place is not hotel. not weekly fun fair. You want rest, i also want rest.
FIND OTHER ELSE TO SPEND YOUR FREE TIME.
and, do you know appointment means?
I didnt mention any name here. So, dont bother if you think you r not the one i mean at here.
p/s: i figure that i use so many times of this word -> dont, didnt, doesnt..
wahahaha........thanks Ivy khaw..U r my first blog follower in my entire blog life. since i start this blog.... =)
U might think is too over reaction but is true mah..
Yesterday is Valentine day. What a sweet day. It could happen to any one of u. Mayb u feel happy. Boring. Sexy. Romantic. Waiting for a sursprise? or whatever.
For mine. As a married woman. is just another day w a bit luvly colour... no flower. no candle light. no window side. Just a normal take-away Pizza Hut,share w my B. I dun really like pizza but their chicken wingsss,Yummy. Again, thanks Honey for accept who i am n the way i accept u too.
M no religion person. But still i hv to thank god for this. My family. My friends.
Happy belated V-day!!!
P.s.: For those "boikot" V-day. Go to H. Think of other else not juz bcoz ur foolish thinking. Keep that in ur mind. Dun do stupid act in tv and spread ur nonsense.